I don’t remember when I
consciously and happily ever had free, unscheduled, do-anything-whenever time.
There was always an agenda and some future marker that needed to be remembered
and considered. That is gone right now, put aside for the duration. September 3
is my only deadline.
So what does that make
possible? A moment-by-moment freedom to do as I wish. An opening to say ‘yes’
to things I never would have a month ago.
I strolled around Sebastopol
on Monday evening, after the considerable heat of the day had backed off. I
wanted to get a sense of the town. Turning a corner, I saw a sandwich board on
the sidewalk, advertising a free movie at 8:30 that evening. I looked at my
watch; it was 8:20. I looked at the open door and climbed the steps to enter.
Why not? This evening I say ‘yes’ to this invitation.
And thus ensued a beautiful
evening with good conversation and the camaraderie of like-minded people as we
watched a new environmental documentary called ‘How to let go of the world and love all the things climate can’t change’, by Josh Fox. At 11:10 I
left to head back to Shirley’s, happily walking through the cool, deserted
Sebastopol streets, having stepped out of old habits into new possibilities.
You're amazing!!!
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